Days pass so fast. When I was in school, i would hang on to goals, deadlines, and finals week to measure my days and accomplishments. Now, each day is followed by the next with the same sets of patients and tasks. Is this life? Is this my divine purpose in my life? dating makes things interesting but i'm not so sure about that either. I was out the other night looking at the people in the bar. lots of lonely people looking for something to fill the void just for a minute. oh, alcohol, one night stands, or maybe just maybe they will find the "one" in some cosmic clash of alcohol and fate. It made me sad. Sad to see so many people searching for something that i've known my whole life. and now here i am, removed from the smoke, jack daniels, and dancing.... analyzing the whole situation. i know my purpose in life so what am i doing here? I feel a little behind. I feel like i am experiencing this whole crazy thing at 23 when most people experience it at 18. I am thankful for the experiences i've had that have made me wiser, older, and maybe just a little more boring. I am glad for this time in life even though it is all very confusing. I will find my way. i know where I am going but the days passing don't seem to be getting me to where I want to be. I guess in every life a little rain must fall and this period of fighting for my soul will be the time that my spiritual body needs to stand later.